Sweet or Sour 16?

My life has been a rollercoaster throughout the last 16 years... From being born into a seemingly perfect family, to being arrested for my own personal blindness. From not knowing how to be angry at anyone, despite my past, to learning to hate. From the innocense of childhood, to promiscuity and recovery. I have seen many highs and may lows. Many sucesses and many failures. My life is that of which many don't see this day, their 16th birthday. Several times in my life, I've been asked "Why are you still alive?" or been told "You should have died/are going to die." Then I have been asked "How do you handle/survive things like that" and told "you are a fighter/survivor" neiter title I claim.
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Birth Year:
- I was born, and lived fairly happily through this year, though my parents were mild potheads.
- I was diagnosed with jaundace and a tropical flu that would leave me asthmatic, and weak.

Year 1:
-My death was predicted twice, I lived.
-Mom & Dad broke up. Time 1

Year 2:
-I got #1 brother; Caleb (Clubbutt)
-Learned my ABC's
-Spelled "C-OK-E papa E" (coke)

Year 3:
-Got #2 brother; Ben (Benny Boop)
-Rode first rollercoaster

Year4:
-Learned to ride a pony

Year 5:
- Was molested by a close family friend
-Got #3 brother Nick (Snikkers)
- Mom & Dad broke up. Time 2
-Went to court against molester
-started school

Year 6:
-Started Kindergarten

Year 7:
-Last sibling; a girl; Faith Glory. (Faithus Glorious)
- Dad leaves the family, to Salem.

Year 8:
- Started Sunrise Christia Acadamy

Year 9:
- Had my first real date with my dad.

Year 10:
-Started Three Sisters SDA school
-Started 180 JV

Year 11:
-Met Larrissa H.
-She became my bff

Year 12:
-Met Zoe M.
-She became a good friend of mine as well
-Dad starts being around more
- 1 year romance with Jake N.
-Poem published

Year 13:
-Dad drives long haul truck
-Started 8th grade
-Ended frendship with Zoe. Time 1
-Began self-injuring (cutting/burning)
-Started down a path of twisted self-images

Year 14:
-Lost 49 pounds to anorexia.
-Ended another friendship with Zoe. Time 2
-Moved to Kentucky
-Lost virginity, regret it.
-Met Nick C.
-Fell for him instantly.
- Started at Bourbon County Middle School
- Started drinking/drugs
- Started at Bourbon County High School

Year 15:
-Saw Linkin Park at Rupp Arena.
-Broke up with Nick.
-Was text book labeled as Anorexic, PSTD, Panic Disorder, and Promiscuously Self-Harmng by Stoner Creek Behavioral Hospital.
-Was pregnant 3 times.
-Had 3 miscarriages
-Joined a gang
-Lost Mitch N. to Gang violence.
-Left gang
-Moved into the heart of Paris, Kentucky.
-Met Steven D.
-Fell in love.
-Got engaged
-Was legally labeled as Beyond Control of A Parent.
-Was arrested for Terroristic Threatening III
-Spent 23 days in FRJDC
-Got clean
-Was released to my mom
-Moved home.
-Started 180 HS

And there it is. It's up to you to decide if my 16 years were sweet or sour. I say sweet. Because I survived.